ok.
well,
i'm gonna stop the nonsense this week and start studying *sighs*
everythin will be over in just 11..short...months........
oh and i decided i'd stop foolind around in a relations sense
sighs ok well decided to stay single till like poly starts or somethin which is kinda close
(okay.. just have to keep my mind straight...relationships are depressing)
hopefully someone can "sweep me off my feet"
out of this pit of fallen dreams
and into..well.. somewhere better
ok well gotta start "mugging" as some people might say...
hopefully i can get a sense of self accomplishment from this..(bah!)
erghs i just wanna be alone for a year or so on a mountain top
just praying...me and God.... no distractions.... nice :)

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++ Wednesday, January 18, 2006

okay well i'll try to actually do some blogging of what happened in the day itself instead of stating my current thoughts and curiosities

erm today was alright
school
home
ever wondering question whether i should play WoW
hmmm
played chankat with my sis and mum
played alot
watched ami(which is like tonnes btter than sgi)


thats about it... erghs i hate blogging stuff from the day itself

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++ Thursday, January 12, 2006

yet another thought i came up with about the time existant thing(this idea IS NOT true peeps. i don't know the answers. The Bible IS REAL. GO READ IT. i'm just posting my thoughts and wonders)


rev 20:3 NIV
"He threw him into the Abyss, and locked and sealed it over him, to keep him from deceiving the nations anymore until a thousand years were ended. After that, he must be set free for a short time."

notice the part where it says after that. this breaks the verse into 2 parts

a thousand years ------ release

now revelations is based on a methaphoric sense such as litreture. its like in a poetic sense not a literate sense. a thousand years can mean in both senses. however the release of satan is a literate sense. so if a thousand years were in a methaphoric sense, it would eliminate the accuracy of the release date, therefore making it incorrect.
however if put in a literate sense the release date would now seem accurate and therefore making the satement correct. therefore this would prove that a thousand years being existant in heaven would ultimately be correct, proving that time exists.

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++ Wednesday, January 04, 2006

ok this will bore you so i think you wanna skip this thing
this is like a self debate on time exsistence in heaven
sorry peeps i just had to write this somewhere

ok what is time? time, to me in defination is the system of aging. eg plant is how old, humans are how old, and the earth is how old
so how can there be aging in heaven if life itself there has no limit as in quote "everlasting life" ?
well explaination is that time itself is existant on no matter which dimension(or however you spell it) a person may live to 5googles of age and still be alive in heaven. time is rather a device used to calculate the existence of life, matter and objects that age.
but when turned to this, and reversed the equation, life expectency of a person in heaven is infinate,reversing the effect of time to 0.
this is however untrue. you see, time is not a solution to matter but rather a defination to life itself. without time, nothing exists. time is..how you say, a dimansion on which everything matters. therefore this proves that time IS existant in heaven because time is merely a "watch" that runs life itself whether it being on heaven, earth or hell.
time is the defination factor that plays a role ever since we were born, it only exists to us only when it comes to realisation to us. therefore leading to the point that if eternal life is existant it means life as well is there.


in conclusion, time would only exist if we do

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++

ok its been like half a year since i blogged but thanks to my sis (kim) i finaly restarted heh

ok let me start with an interesting conversation i "accidently" over heard about a few weeks back while i was on a bus on the way to Tampines. there was 2 malay teens at around 15 or 16
ok lets name boy 1 "ALI" and the other "MUH"
this IS NOT a racist joke i just found them rather amusing so please people.. have respect for them yeah?

muh: eh later where you going sialll?
ali: safraa tampines sia
muh: you got sister meh?
ali: huh?
muh: you said your sisters name right bodoh!
ali: bodoh sial you! i no sister! i said i am going to safraa
muh: yeah lah you go to your sister for what sial?
ali: i said "I AM GOING TO SAFRA LATERRR"
muh: huh? your cousin ar?
ali: what you talking sial?
muh: your cousin name is what ar! sa...sa...safil right!
ali: .....what you talking sial!
muh: huh?
ali: my cousin name is "SHAFILLA S-H-A-F-I-L-L-A" i said i was going to "SAFRA" you spell it like "S-A-F-R-A" you understand??
muh: oooohh sia la... okay sial well got to go now my stop my stop

then the conversation ended.. and there i was through the whole thing laughing to myself like an ass. =/ well at least they were friendly peeps. the other malay guy who didn't alight was helping an old lady out at the interchange
see
malays are cool people man

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++ Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Song of the day: Coldplay- Fix you


When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

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++ Saturday, June 11, 2005

Song of the day: Shawn Mullins- Everywhere I Go


A good bit of me sleeps underneath
In the bed of my soul
lying next to belief
If i toss where i lay, I may turn her away
so i try to fall still, dreaming someday i will
wake up with you beside me, with all of your love inside me
so when i am gone, it guides me on
everywhere i go
you know
I take you with me sweet darling
everywhere i go, you know
i take you with me yeah

A good bit of me keeps to the sky
on the back of a cloud
unaware of how high
if i stay where i lay, i might drift away soon
from the pull of the sun, i am full of the moon
baby your the one that grounds me
when the sounds of the worlds surround me
your love it took a look and found me
lost and on my own
eveywhere i go, you know
I take you with me sweet darling
everywhere i go, you know
i take you with me yeah

and baby i, always try
looking at life through open eyes
and baby my dream came true
with the treasure i found inside of you

Everywhere i go, you know
I take you with me sweet darling
Everywhere i go, you know
i take you with me sweet darling....

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++ Thursday, June 09, 2005

Song of the day: Dashboard Confessional-Hands Down


Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts, they race from self-control
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

The words are hushed, let's not get busted
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered
Safe in here from all the stupid questions
"Hey, did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close
They can't hear, so we can get some

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet and the gate was locked
So I jumped it and let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew you meant it
That you meant it, that you meant it
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it

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dancin upon injustice?alright